I've given up on this boy I was after. I was never in love with him, not this one- dont worry. What's that? You weren't worried? Okay, okay shut up. I was after this boy 'cause I found him physically attractive. Tall, lanky, pale, slicked back hair. He looks like a zombie, my friend said. I think he's cute. I bet his skin is a lot warmer than it looks. Woah there, someone stop me. Anyways, this boy is scared of me. I actually know it. He texted me asking to hang out and then he ran away. Maybe he just wanted to tell his friends that he's hanging with a girl. I heard him talking to his friend about all of the times he's received head and I'm pretty sure it's made up. Cause if you've gotten head how could you find hanging out with me intimidating? I can't wait to see what he says this Wednesday to get out of hanging with me. I guess I shouldn't take it personally. I don't. If anything it endears him to me... What's wrong with me?